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Affirmations: The Opinion

I wrote a piece in today's Guardian about affirmations. I've never been comfortable around affirmations. This is because I've always had the idea that I should live life as though I'm being watched by a studio audience, and shouting at yourself about how exactly you're awesome is the kind of thing that would deserve a reaction shot from a Dulux dog.

Another reason I dislike affirmations - and Louise L Hay in particular - is that I went out with a guy who performed them. I told him - I said "look, I'm going out with you, what else do you need to boost your confidence? You've bagged the biggest hottie on the block." At this point, I'd push my finger into my belly button and make a sizzling sound, for emphasis. Then I'd make like I was going to leave, but turn around and start wagging my finger and walking in a zig-zag. "What's the cosmos got that I haven't got, mmm? Didn't I take you for two for one pizzas? No wonder everyone hates you."

Essentially, that's why I hate affirmations. I'm too embarrassed to do them myself, and I'd rather everyone else got their sense of self-worth by sleeping with me. So, after writing 700 words about not having an opinion, my trousers falling down, and the love of a good progress bar - today feels like my first opinion that people could disagree with on any level. Other than the perfectly understandable level of why is this fat cunt being given a voice in the national media?

So, either buy the paper, or save yourself 80p and go here later on in the day. It takes a while for high-quality opinions to float to the top, see.

Synthetic Opinion #2
Large Hadron Colliders

Synthetic Opinion is my attempt to weave a strong opinion out of something I know nothing about. This one was suggested by Rob, who writes the excellent Internets Dairy. He asked:

"Log, do you think the Large Hadron Collider MUST BE STOPPED in case a tiny black hole swallows the Earth? (Remember the set of things on the Earth includes Robert Mugabe and cancer, so it is not as simple a question as it first looks.)

Let opinions be weaved from the rainbow of ignorance!

NOT UNDERNEATH MY CONTINENT
Your Mechanical Beasts Are Not Welcome Here, White-Coated Butchers Of Innocence

Last month, I was playing tig with my two children in our garden. I call it a garden, it's more of an orchard; but it's very important, if you care for your children, that you provide an orchard for them. I understand that not everyone has access to an Orchard as gigantic and fertile as mine, but perhaps that's God's way of telling you to use contraception. As they played, naivity scrawled over their faces, a brief tremor ran underneath us. Imperceptible to all but the unshod foot of the family truly at one with nature, my poor saplings were flung into the air like reckless handfuls of grass.

"Mummy," screamed Kieron. "I have landed on some soil, and I think I'm dying!" Natalie was more prosaic still, complaining of a troubling sense of disconnect with gaia, as though the very earth was pained, and shrinking from her. The innocence of children! I hadn't the heart to tell them that deep beneath the Earth's crust, scientists had built an infernal atom-smashing factory that would, one day, crush everything they loved to the size of an angel's whisper.

The Large Hadron Collidor first came to my attention during a marquee lunch at the foot of the mountain that seperates our orchard from our rock star neighbour's jungle. I'm not against other biomes per se, but that kind of sub-tropical expanse has the unsavoury whiff of new money. My dear best friend Sandragh, who is a highly experienced astrologist, informed everyone that atoms smashed together at such high speeds are liable to create energy with a significant cosmic resonance. My dear best friend Juliiann, who has spent a long time in the fascinating and important new field of crystallological endeavour, confirmed my worst fears when she said that her amber necklace had been positively squealing for the last three days. She went so far as to produce a large prismatic shard of quartz, and everyone agreed that it looked deeply uncomfortable.

Even the scientists admit it. Normally, I wouldn't believe a word these poisonous merchants of steel theories put forward - but if they say something that seems cosmically sensible to me, then it can only be a very important concession. What these Butlin's Whitecoats are saying, is that when you brutalise atoms at the very highest settings, black holes will fly out like freshly cracked pepper.

I'm reassured that the black holes this tiny wouldn't completely annihilate my children. Sandragh, who is very open-minded, admits that an atom-sized black hole, placed a few feet behind your head, would even exert a gentle gravitational pull that would be like a surgery-free facelift. And Shiva knows, we girls need all the help we can get! But the contraption required to hold these unstable cauldrons of dark energy in place would probably resemble a harness - and are we really willing to be ridden around by astronomical phenomena, in the name of vanity?

The point is that we don't know what's going to happen, and I can't see how finding out is going to help my Kieron and Natasha survive in a future of obesity timebombs and Frankenstein carrots. In a world so full of data, wouldn't it be nice to leave a few pockets of factlessness, and allow them to be filled the the precious beauty of human imagination? You don't need to smash electrons into each other to watch a basket of puppies having a kiss, and nature doesn't need robotic "science" or so-called "atoms" when she's conjuring the miracle of childbirth.

I'm not one to blow my own trumpet - but like my spirit guide Nathaniel says, if you let anyone else blow it, you can never be sure they won't flob some green in the pipes. He's very coarse, but you can't choose the voices that whisper in your head. However, you'll have to believe me when I say that I am almost definitely the most sensitive and emotionally intellectual person in the world. And if something makes me uncomfortable, you're just going to have to trust me when I say that it will cause the death of every last one of your children.

NEXT, IN SYNTHETIC OPINION #3

Can you write 700 words on the subject of “things that are sluiced” without hesitating, deviating or repeating? -Tyler